Routine Maintenance

I used to complain about spending the week between Christmas and New Years Day at work. So this year, I took that week off, and I discovered something: It’s not being at work that week that I don’t enjoy, it’s the week itself.

Lots of people are off of work, too many of them are at malls and grocery stores and my favorite Target, it’s still getting dark way too early, and everyone’s waiting until the first Monday of the year, it seems, to get off of their asses and do stuff.

In theory, it was a beautiful end to the year. I slept late every day, I tore through a few books, I sat on the couch and watched a lot of movies, I ate and drank to my heart’s content with friends and family. And I mastered the ski jump game on my new Wii Fit Plus. But all the things that made those 10 days so wonderful were the same things that made me a little anxious.

I’m like a baby or a puppy. I need routine. Without it, I spend far too much time doing things that aren’t particularly worthwhile, and the rest of the time worrying that I’m not doing things that are particularly worthwhile. And as nice as it is to take a break for a week, I’m so glad to be back to regular life — and so are my blood sugars. I was shooting up into the 200s at least once a day (I even had a couple of 300-somethings) and it wasn’t unusual for me to rage bolus myself way too far back down — into the 50s and 40s.

Regular life means that my carbohydrate intake for breakfast, lunch and dinner stays in the same neighborhood for more than two days at a time. It means I can plan out meals for the week and take my heart medications at the same time every day. It means I can be home to catch Jeopardy!, and that I can remember if that fun thing I did happened last Sunday or Wednesday or Tuesday.

I’m not one to make resolutions, but something about reaching even the smallest goals seems more manageable when everything else follows the rhythm you’ve gotten used to. Mine may be a predictable little life (with diabetes), but that’s the way I like it.*

 

How I Spent My Christmas Vacation: Screwing Around on My New Wii Fit Plus.

*Until two months from now, when I’ll be dying to spend a week sleeping in and watching TV.

 

Advertisements

7 comments on “Routine Maintenance

  1. Holly says:

    Hey, I spot a glucose meter in that picture! Nice balance you got going on there. It took me forever to figure out that game, but I realized you have to keep still until you land. I suppose I shouldn’t go “for real” ski jumping anytime soon.

  2. Lisa says:

    This may be my favorite picture ever.

  3. talesofmy30s says:

    I love that picture.

    I find routine keeps things on more of an even keel as well with my T2, even if it’s random routine that I have now – 3 days at day job, 2 days at home writing.

  4. Karen says:

    Excellent form, Wojcik. Team USA will be calling for Russia 2014 any day now!

  5. Well played, well played. Yes, I’m a routine-lover myself, except when I’m actually drowning in routine and dreaming of anything but routine. The grass is always greener… Oh well. Happy 2011. Here’s to “routine,” except for CWD FFL time mid-year!!!

  6. Nyx says:

    We also got a Wii Fit Plus for xmas and well hubby is playing on it 3 plus hours a day I’m lucky to get on it for 30 min a day for the fit program itself, other wise hubby is playing the golfing, bowling etc on it (k I play as well we play agaist each other, but have to share the same controller till we get another one).

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s